Produced by James Flannigan, with writing credits including Maeson, Flannigan, Joe Janiak, and the production team TMS. Visuals & Reception

The lyrics reference coping with the adrenaline of touring through excessive drinking, specifically mentioning nights "at the Holiday Inn" as a site of both losing and finding himself. Production & Musical Composition Genre: A blend of Alternative Rock, Folk, and Indie Pop.

According to Maeson, the song was written during the pandemic after he spent three years touring.

Maeson explains the song centers on the contrast between the high of performing for thousands of people and the sudden, quiet reality of returning home.

The track was accompanied by a music video directed by Jesse Deflorio , which uses physical metaphors to depict Maeson's internal upheaval and his "grappling with the physical manifestation of change".

The song begins with "hypnotic guitar strumming" and Maeson's distinctive vocal timbre, gradually building to a high-intensity, "fever pitch" climax that reviewers compared to an impassioned church sermon .