Full Turkish lyrics and English translations are available on platforms like Genius and Musixmatch .
The narrator describes their current state as "strange" to others, characterizing it as a "fugitive condition" because they have withdrawn from the world following the relationship's end.
The lyrics mention filling one's "violation of prohibitions" ( yasak ihlali ) with a partner, suggesting a relationship that defied social norms or personal boundaries.
A key line, "Pişman değilim ama caydım sözümden / Düşman değilim ama düştün gözümden," translates to: "I have no regrets, but I went back on my word; I am not your enemy, but you have fallen from my grace".
The music was composed by Bülent Özdemir , a frequent collaborator known for creating melodic, melancholic Turkish pop.
The chorus questions whether the narrator will ever walk the same paths with the same enthusiasm again, reflecting a deep uncertainty about the future and whether they will ever truly "see" the world the same way. Musical Context
The song explores the emotional aftermath of a forbidden or unconventional love that has left the narrator feeling like a "fugitive" ( kaçak ) in their own life.
(Fugitive) is one of Sezen Aksu's most poignant ballads, originally released on her 2005 album Yürüyelim Arkadaş and later featured on Yürüyorum Düş Bahçeleri'nde (2009). Core Themes & Lyrics
